1) Things have been mostly stable. Especially on his newest medication, his mood doesn't fluctuate as widely or quickly. So I almost never feel blindsided.
2) The longer that we are on this journey, the more that I have to look at myself. It's an immediate relief and a support to post things that I am going through that are hard for me. It's much more intimidating to blog about unpleasant questions I am asking about myself (like, how much of me is comfortable with things as they are)
That said, I still think I can benefit a lot from blogging, and intend to continue. Including a series of 2-4 blogs to follow immediately.
"I almost never feel blindsided". I'm so grateful to hear that :)
ReplyDeleteI am grateful that you and Dave are so brave to blog your very personal experiences. I love reading your blog because even though you are going through some horrible things, I am always inspired by your strength, honesty, and faith (even when you don't feel like these things are strong, I can see them very clearly). You are amazing. I love you!
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