As that transition became more calm, peaceful, and resolved, my Dad wrote "I now have no energy for this blog, and very little of interest to say about CCH now that the problems are less salient". He and I talked about how in the moment of crisis, the problems are pressing and it feels important to voice your experience and your insights, as well as to hear from others' insights and responses. Once the crisis has passed and you can cope with ongoing concerns on your own, there isn't a lot of energy or interest in posting.
That's how I've been feeling lately. Though the depression is ongoing, the crisis of the depression seems past. Dave and I have learned a lot, and we've both learned how to cope, individually and in our relationship. There are ongoing lessons to learn, but it doesn't feel like a crisis anymore.
I'm not saying goodbye to this blog, though, by any means. This blog has been a lifeline to me when times were most hard, and I am not at all ready to let it go completely. I want to keep writing about our transition, and I want to keep it available if there should be another crisis.
I'm grateful for you readers of this blog, who have been part of my lifeline.

Good reasons. I'm glad your family is doing better, and very glad that you're not in a crisis point anymore. I love you and Dave. It was wonderful to see you for even just a minute tonight. <3
ReplyDeleteJaime I'm very happy to hear that everyone is out of crisis mode. I think this blog is/was a courageous thing for you and Dave to do and I am grateful to have been able to learn from your perspective. I love you!
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